It's Official I think I'm Crazy....so many things running through my mind i can't control myself.
There are so many things that go on around me that makes me in to the person I do not want to be...I remember when i didn't have a care in the world and I was just the type of person to brush things off my shoulder, now i let it get to me...Why Shrese Why submit to this....
I find myself falling in Love yet once again with someone i don't think i should be in love with...(Name Goes Here)
Ever since my last relationship things for me relationship wise has not been going to well, but when I finally find someone he's so perfect
- He makes me laugh at things I thought nothing in this world could ever patch up.
- Although we do have disagreements he's always on my side.
- He's always there when I need him.
- He shares everything with me. ( yes ladies and gentlemen down to the last bite of his sincker bar)
- Just the thought of him puts a smile on my face.
The other day I was hanging out with him and his ex came over. It never bothered me before about a guy chilling with his ex, but she bothered me. I trust him, it's her I didn't trust. She came over knowing he had a girlfriend but didn't know it was me we was trying to keep it on the low. She was all in his face trying to play fight and he kept brushing her off of him telling her to chill. Why are there so many trifling people out there?. Then he had to scream on her one time. I don't think my girlfriend would like it that you keep touching me, she then proceeded to say what your girl don't know won't hurt her she's not here, she can't say shit to me. He laughed and said shes closer than you think. She was shocked She almost tripped over her Jaw 4 times standing in one spot it was hilarious. The look on her face was Priceless. I know i shouldn't be upset because he did tell her. I'm upset because I was actually jealous for the first time. I think i took my feelings to a whole other level...but that's how im gonna leave it for now...
I need friends... lol...Ok that sounded real desperate...I have friends...It's just that, I can't say that there boring it's just there predictable at times...I always know where to find them when I need them, but when i need someone to talk to I ususally have to wait until 7:00p.m. to 12:00p.m....pretty predictable huh?
Tomorrow I have to pick up aunty suzy's kids yay! I get to spend time with them before i leave, i should call jason to come and hang out.