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Im leaving on a Jet Plain [Jul. 11th, 2005|05:48 pm]
reesereese

Shaun is the bestest person in the whole wide world.....

While im in the navy Im going to miss  SR. Sladden, Chad that's been my Homey for a while

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self esteems taking over once again [May. 19th, 2005|02:13 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |crappycrappy]

For a few weeks now i've been thinking about going to the making the band auditions, but the thing is that I'm not much of a dancer, and i get nervous at the drop of a dime. Auditions are tomorrow at the lotus well later at the lotus, I have an interview at 10:15. My head is every place but here. I want to go so bad but i don't think i have what it takes. There goes my low self esteem again.....
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(no subject) [May. 19th, 2005|01:51 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |crushedcrushed]

Ron's gone ... that means Nae's gone and Jelisa looks like she hit ghost as well...

:-(

No one to read my journals and reply to them...
No one to add to no one's gadgetorium... Make a New one...hint hint...
No one to tell that Niema won America's Next Top Model.....I got that Eye
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Ahhh [May. 4th, 2005|01:43 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |hyperhyper]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
It's killing me that i can't find my contact case anywhere in this house.

Ok now that's out of my system, on with today's biznes...

Today I recieved a phone call from Dialouge Direct for an interview yay!!!  I can't wait...If I do get the job then i'll really be able to accompany Maegan to her prom, shes only going because I've never been to one. With $500 a week i will be able to do the things i wanted to do like getting my permit, setting myself up before i leave for bootcamp, and hangout with my friends with out having to worry about money issues.

It beats working Sabarro's anyday, that place had cat size rats. I was terrified when one ran over my foot. I was scared I'd get rabies ewwwwwww. The only way i would want to catch rabies is if i'm saving someone that I am helplessly in love with, just like in There Eyes Were Watching Gods by Zora Hurston.

I picked up my cousins from school and we had so much fun. Alicia helped me cook...it was funny because i'm not much of a cook and she was of big help...We made franks and beans and they were slammin'. They told me i made it better than Jason you know they had my head the size of the grand canyon right. I helped them with there homework and we listened to music while playing American idol it was hilarious. Then at 8 i put them to bed. Man i love those little rugrats.

Now I'm talking to my homeboy marvin he told me to put this in my journal and close it.

 Anthony6945 [2:03 A.M.]:  hey lover girl
ReeseReese18 [2:03 A.M.]: 
Wah a gwon
Anthony6945 [2:04 A.M.]: 
nothing
Anthony6945 [2:04 A.M.]: 
how u doing
ReeseReese18 [2:04 A.M.]: 
i'm fine 
ReeseReese18 [2:04 A.M.]:  
and yourself
Anthony6945 [2:04 A.M.]: 
aight
Anthony6945 [2:04 A.M.]: 
what u doing
ReeseReese18 [2:04 A.M.]: 
just writing in my journal
Anthony6945 [2:04 A.M.]: 
oh
ReeseReese18 [2:05 A.M.]: 
i'm almost done 
Anthony6945 [2:05 A.M.]: 
it ends on me
ReeseReese18 [2:05 A.M.]: 
lol..no

Anthony6945 [2:05 A.M.]: 
and then i spoke to marvin. That's the last thing your going to write before you close it.
Anthony6945 [2:05 A.M.]:  de end

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It's Official [May. 2nd, 2005|10:10 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |confusedconfused]

It's Official I think I'm Crazy....so many things running through my mind i can't control myself.

There are so many things that go on around me that makes me in to the person I do not want to be...I remember when i didn't have a care in the world and I was just the type of person to brush things off my shoulder, now i let it get to me...Why Shrese Why submit to this....

I find myself falling in Love yet once again with someone i don't think i should be in love with...(Name Goes Here)

Ever since my last relationship things for me relationship wise has not been going to well, but when I finally find someone he's so perfect

  • He makes me laugh at things I thought nothing in this world could ever patch up.
  • Although we do have disagreements he's always on my side.
  • He's always there when I need him.
  • He shares everything with me. ( yes ladies and gentlemen down to the last bite of his sincker bar)
  • Just the thought of him puts a smile on my face.

The other day I was hanging out with him and his ex came over. It never bothered me before about a guy chilling with his ex, but she bothered me. I trust him, it's her I didn't trust. She came over knowing he had a girlfriend but didn't know it was me we was trying to keep it on the low. She was all in his face trying to play fight and he kept brushing her off of him telling her to chill. Why are there so many trifling people out there?. Then he had to scream on her one time. I don't think my girlfriend would like it that you keep touching me, she then proceeded to say what your girl don't know won't hurt her she's not here, she can't say shit to me. He laughed and said shes closer than you think. She was shocked She almost tripped over her Jaw 4 times standing in one spot it was hilarious. The look on her face was Priceless. I know i shouldn't be upset because he did tell her. I'm upset because I was actually jealous for the first time. I think i took my feelings to a whole other level...but that's how im gonna leave it for now...

I need friends... lol...Ok that sounded real desperate...I have friends...It's just that, I can't say that there boring it's just there predictable at times...I always know where to find them when I need them, but when i need someone to talk to I ususally have to wait until 7:00p.m. to 12:00p.m....pretty predictable huh?

Tomorrow I have to pick up aunty suzy's kids yay! I get to spend time with them before i leave, i should call jason to come and hang out.

 

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You are ... [Apr. 3rd, 2005|06:03 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |awake]

darn I'm running competition with all my live journal friends...lol I gotta get back up on my grind with this journal thingy so here it goes...

Today I slept until about 3:00 p.m. ... yea, I've been doing the not sleeping at night thing again. I fell asleep at 5 something in the morning and I had a crazy dream...I don't usually remember my dreams but I remembered this dream not every detail but the most important parts or at least I think they were important or I would not have remembered them right.


 I had gotten pregnant and my stomach showed. I had a baby shower in which everyone came. I can't remember the gifts I got but a few seconds later I must have been 9 months cause I had a beautiful baby boy he was so cute and everyone came to see him. Renee came and told me I was so lucky to have a baby. I saw my grandmother (mother that's what we call her in our fam) and she told me that he was beautiful and  to name him...I can't remember...I had gotten words of encouragement from my aunty joey she hugged me and the baby and said Yahweh bless this family....then I remember leaving the baby with my mommy to go with my sister some where and we were sitting in someone's living room everything was white a goldremember her saying "Yea we are waiting for ...Can't remember the name but I know it was someone she was dating at the time...and she said he went to Roberts house for a party and we were waiting for him to return... " then three guys walked past two light skinned and tall the other short dark skinned and short he was real ugly I remember his face he looked right at me... and From the thought of being so scared I woke up...

I really don't know what to think from this dream... What should I think???

 

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Today I talked to an old friend... [Apr. 1st, 2005|09:06 pm]
reesereese
[Current Mood |blahblah]

Today I talked to a few old friends...

I saw my home girl domnique's ex Akio...He looked great he finally got a job and he had a suite and tie on.

I went to Kings Plaza today, and I saw Leon he was a crush in Junior High School. One of those cool easy to talk to friend secret crushs. Man his hugs were always the best.

I went with Maegan to see KP and I saw Bunka dred. Man I missed whoopin' him in dominoes. My luck to see Estaban Breliur walking out of Bunka's house. He is another one of my homies. He's a little cutie that looks 23 when he's 19 and tries to stay away from female drama, and comes to me for advice.

To top it off today I got online and I saw Alex Moore, a friend, and Ex, but more of a friend than an ex I knew Alex from since the summer of 1999. Man it was so great talking to him having a person to reminisce on the past...
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I'm still up.... [Mar. 24th, 2005|04:11 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |restlessrestless]

Now i'm crying. I'm still awake still haven't slept...last night after I got off of LJ I layed down and still couldn't sleep. I even got dressed and walked myles to school, came back and walked melissa to school. I'm really thinking something is wrong with me this has never happened before. I'm really losing my mind here.
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What's it called again? [Mar. 23rd, 2005|06:24 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |awake]

Insomnia that's what it's called.It's from the latin word insomnis meaning sleepless.

It is almost 6:30 and I have not yet gotten an ounce of sleep. Call me crazy. I have so many thoughts I layed down in the dark all night and just thought, about any and everything and that sucks cause it's cutting into my sleep time which my body really needs...Omg I yawned...usually that's a sign that i'm tired but nope i'm wide awake...
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(no subject) [Mar. 19th, 2005|04:40 am]
reesereese
[Current Mood |depresseddepressed]

Today i went out with my moms and sis, we went to kings plaza to see about a new phone, and we went to my aunts house. I'm happy got to see my aunty suzzy, I saw my cuzzin J's graduation pics. I'm amazed on how much My family has grown.

I miss jason so much, i don't have anyone to talk to right now to ease my mind on my current situation ...i lost my numbers can't remember krystall's number by heart...
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